when my heart talking

I don't know what happen with me.....sometime I think why me life???? I don't know why me think this but I want to find the answer.......I feel my life is not reel, every I'm open my eyes for get up I feel something wrong will happen in my life....I so afraid thinking that....sometime I think I want TO GO for my life now  I want to so new human... I forgetting everybody....no problem...happy....just happy forever but no body lives without problems....so are you can to help me out from my problem????????